an intense FLARE of heat burns though him suddenly. it fades just as quickly, before it gains enough momentum to influence his behavior. whatever the emotion is, the soldier lets it go && pushes it away. rumlow’s explanation does spark confusion however, CURIOSITY. dark brows dip slightly, consternation briefly shadowing his expression if for only a second. he recovers, SECURING the mask once more over his features - EMPTY eyes, VACANT expression. he lifts his gaze back up until their eyes connect.
❛ you DEFECTED?❜ a tilt of the head ;; a glint of something dark &&dangerous brewing in the shadows of his eyes. it was an IMPOSSIBILITY. there is no escaping hydra.
❛ i’ll escort you to the nearest safe house. they will issue you new orders and assignment from there. ❜
‴ain’t as simple as that, kid,‴ he’s reaching up to rub the back of his neck, it’s non-threatening, it’s nothing dangerous, but his own eyes avert for a moment. he’s thinking. what can he say? whatever the fuck he wants, he ain’t here to hide nothin’ no more. he’s dead to HYDRA and SHIELD, he’s not held down by their secrets anymore.
‴i ain’t lettin’ ya take me nowhere where they are at. just shut up for a minute.‴ he’s reaching to his pocket, probably a very long moment of suspense, but he only pulls out a very outdated phone, tapping away at the keys until he pulls up a picture, showing it to the other man. it’s a picture of a map and a location. ‴take me here how bout that? this is my own safe house and definitely for others t’ know about. ya understand? i need a full read back on the orders.‴
❛ you were reassigned. ❜DEAD eyes follow the other man’s every move, body disengaged but tense, on edge. his heartbeat is elevated, a RAPID kick against his ribcage. rumlow isn’t a handler or a commanding officer but the strike team has as much AUTHORITY as anyone else. –– && the soldier is beneath all of them. eyes jump away, to the ground - jaw clenching. ❛ is there a mission? ❜
‴that what they told ya now? cute. so innocent and oblivious.‴ sure, he probably shouldn’t babble about what HYDRA lied about, but he wasn’t under their authority anymore. he was dead on their terms. buried under the rubble of the Triskelion and left to DIE.
‴there ain’t no mission that i’m concerned about,‴ eyes are burning a hole into the soldier’s face, staring him down. he feels better when the soldier is already backing down, not looking at him anymore. ‴i don’t run with those wolves no more.‴
❛ ——
it’s been… a while. ❜ wary gray eyes are guarded, expression pulled tight - CONTROLLED. he holds his breath until the air in his lungs burn - frozen, like an animal who knows it is being watched ( HUNTED ). finally, he releases the tension in his body && asks, ❛ why are you here? ❜
‴what, can’t be passing through, huh? or is everything too much of a coincidence for you nowadays?‴ he’s starting to grin a little, shifting his stance to do the buttons on his jacket down a few times. one button, two buttons.
‴i feel like yer eyes are gonna pop outta yer head if you keep watchin’ me so closely.‴